| | Heh, oooopsiiies.....I forgot all about this! Well, not *all* about it. But everybody has facebook now and that just seems so much better....but I like this.......*sigh* It reminds me of old times, old times that might never come back.
Here's the jist of what's happened since June: I got the job, in the deli. It's alright, except I have to deal with gossiping old ladies who joke about....er....inappropriate things quite often, though they do something hush their voices so I won't hear. But most of them are nice, it's just when this one girl works, then they all gossip. And she works pretty much every day there sooo...yeah. I've been keeping up with violin a lot, becoming more and more impassioned with it by the minute. Deep thrills run through my soul whenever I hear it being played, and to think that I can actually pick up that beautiful instrument and play some tunes on it....it's breathtaking. I want to get really good at it, teach it some day, or maybe perform with a small orchestra or fiddling band or something. I love fiddling! Dancing is also another passion I've added to my list...in August I took Ballroom Dance lessons for a week at music camp, and loved it so much! Also, last Saturday after playing in the Fiddle Competition, I stayed for the old-time dance held afterward. There I danced my first waltz, with many very nice old gentlemen teaching me all the different dances and steps they do. It was a very fun-filled night and I will never forget it. Ever. I lost a friend, I re-made another old friend who I had shunned a long time ago, and I re-made that same friend that I had lost only a few months before. So life is amazing, although we're never really be the same.... Looking back on my life now, I'm amazed at how much I've grown up. I honestly don't know how, or when, it all happened. It's like I suddenly woke up, and I'm all....different. I feel different. Sometimes I feel very old. It seems just like yesterday I was a giggly 16 year old, talking on the phone every night, without a care in the world except for boys and horses and my friends. And now.... A sentimental, musical sap who likes to go on and on about how much she's changed.
It's good to be back.
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| | Posted 10/23/2007 1:27 AM - 41 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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